Dreams

After a little more than a month since our loss, I have been having more and more dreams about pregnancy, having a baby, where to go from here.

I am so busy with the move. We are moving in 13 days, I have a tom to finish and get ready so I only have a few moments to think about Mercy. When I do I often think about how far along in the pregnancy I would be, what milestones Mercy would have achieved, things like that. I can only believe that my dreams are a result of not thinking more about Mercy during the day. Usually I dream about pregnancy though, which is a little odd to me.

I finished my book which was very heart healing. I plan on reading it over again. Hopefully to continue the healing.